tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76186477883185020272024-02-07T18:40:50.171+08:00After the StormOf Fire, Wind and WisdomA, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.comBlogger355125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-39099594659497708862015-01-20T15:44:00.004+08:002015-01-20T15:44:45.225+08:00Forgive us, God.<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Funny, when we only seek God during hard times...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Funny when we actually know this all too well. We screw up, we get upset, then wee seek Him. Only to forget Him when all things seem to improve. Yet we never learn.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I/We seek my/our way home to Him. God please help her, grant her ease during this turbulent time. </span>A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-2225747383036634332014-11-01T21:06:00.001+08:002014-11-01T21:06:18.621+08:00Oh, decisions.I'm looking forward to complete the circle and starts up a new one.A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-813660257552765872014-06-25T02:33:00.001+08:002014-06-25T02:33:33.583+08:00Maybe I'm just going through repetition.And again, maybe I deserve no one. This walk is going to be another long journey alone. Perhaps, it's a lone, one way adventure all along. Time to pick up a speedy, no turning back sprint.<div><br></div><div>It was fun while it lasted. Hey, at least I still have myself. Baik-baik jalan, luka sikit je tu :)</div><div><br></div><div>We all have our own weight to carry, don't we?</div>A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-38583738953039953312013-11-24T09:15:00.007+08:002013-11-24T09:15:39.448+08:00Hei, apa jadi?<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sebab busy dengan campaign baru. Tu aje. Sibuk sangat sampai diri sendiri pun tak terurus. Nanti ah gua update. Sekian.</span>A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-44680429137242954642013-08-02T01:29:00.000+08:002013-08-02T01:29:22.395+08:00Ramadan & Syawal: Untuk Mereka Yang Terlupa Pengertiannya<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Masa mula-mula brainstorm untuk projek Ramadan/Raya tahun ni, gua lontarkan satu statement kepada creative team, "Puasa dan Raya sucks bila kita dah dewasa. Kita tengok dua-dua ni tak lebih daripada upacara yang kita nak cepat-cepat habiskan tanpa menikmati/mendalami ertinya. I wish I was still a kid so I can enjoy this once again". Setelah dicampur, digaul dengan segala jenis idea dan perisa. We came up with this integrated campaign/web films. Gua kena bagi kredit kepada the whole team for the amazing efforts. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Kemudian, datang brief baru untuk TVC Raya pulak. Gua sebenarnya mati akal. Raya tak menarik pada gua kecuali biskut chocolate chip dan daging dendeng mak gua. Lain daripada tu apa ada? Gua tak suka beraya. Gua tak suka ajak orang datang beraya. Pendek kata, Raya gua adalah Raya versi solitary. Lantas gua share kepada team sewaktu kami diskus tentang hala tuju TVC Raya. Tentang bagaimana seawal pagi Raya Pertama gua bersarapan pancake McD, kemudian naik LRT dari Ampang Park ke Kelana Jaya semata-mata nak buang masa, sambung maraton movie di KLCC sampai malam. Cerita gua mengundang rasa pelik, kenapa macam sekali raya awak? Tanya diorang. Gua jawab, I don't like people. Raya takde makna. Raya adalah masa untuk gua jauhkan diri daripada orang. I don't know what happened after that sebab gua terpaksa bahagi concentration dekat ongoing project yang lain. Gua tak tau la TVC ni berdasarkan cerita gua ke apa, tapi from some perspective it rings true. Kahkah macam perasan la pulak. But whatever. Macam mana? Nilaikan la.</span><br />
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<br />A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-26915442581671164932013-07-18T19:30:00.001+08:002013-07-18T19:30:31.775+08:00Jawapan TeragungUcop berkali-kali tengok jam tangannya. Bedebah, maki Ucop dalam hati. Ujian tengah tahun kali ni sememangnya susah, terutama Sains. Atau Ucop memang tak study langsung, entahlah.
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<br>Ni semua salah Shahrul Mansor, suruh aku training ragbi hari-hari sampai melepek, bengong! Ucop sempat menyalahkan jurulatih ragbinya. Sebab kepenatan training, Ucop selalu terlelap sewaktu prep lantas tak study.
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<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneA, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-59239945498334369082013-03-28T21:28:00.001+08:002013-03-28T21:28:50.807+08:00Becoming the VoiceRecently, due to some changes happening at my workplace, I am roped in to help working on female brand. Being a real masculine (sans six pack and shits) I was at first reluctant to get involved. I was like hell no, that's just ridiculous. For the last a year and a half, I've been always working on telco brand and starting this year, banking but never, cosmetics products. <p>My pessimist self sees this as an attempt to sabotage my career, while my optimist self assures this is just another learning opportunity. But let's be serious, that shit is hard as fuck. But that's just another story.<p>Few days ago, as one of the effort to familiarize myself with the brand (or as the female Suits call it, initiation ceremony), I followed my mentor for a VO recording. And then, came the revelation.<p>I always like to spend time talking to my mentor in person, because she's kinda reminding me of my mother (minus the loud voice and all lol), friendly and like any mother, full of knowledge. I think she already knew my hesitation to help them and so I got pep talked during the journey back to the office. The conversation went more or less like this.<p>'Advertising ni kita boleh anggap tempat a gathering place of failed play writers, pelakon, and all. We have the ability to produce all play, drama, stories tapi most of us tak dapat realisasikan tu sebab...kekangan kerja. Saya nak buat buku tapi sampai sekarang tertangguh. Anyway, as a writer kamu kena assume macam-macam voice dan identiti. Variasi. Berubah ikut brand yang kita kerja. Kalau banking tone dia lain, telco lain, cosmetics lain. Bila menulis, kita bukan menulis apa yang kita nak, tapi kita jadi voice of the brand.'<p>That hit the spot. I mean I know that for a long time but I never really experience that myself, until now. Be the voice for them, not for yourself. Kalau nak syok sendiri, buat lagi novel. Tak pun jadi pemuisi 140pp Twitter.<p>I don't know how long I will get involved but now I see it as a blessing in disguise. An opportunity to learn. Might be good for my repo as well.<p>'Saya tunggu writer sorang lagi, entah bila nak surface. Asyik berenang je' she shot me a meaningful look.<p>I think its time to crack out the shell and fly. No more comfort zone and shit. <p>About damn time.<p>
<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneA, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-31679623734401179142013-03-24T19:00:00.000+08:002013-03-24T19:00:11.503+08:00Dilema...or rather misteri.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneA, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-11954984011131016732013-01-24T12:48:00.001+08:002013-01-24T12:48:23.328+08:00Duit: Tuhan untuk umat pasca-moden.Gua sedang workout di gym sewaktu menulis ni.<p>Gua dapat rasakan keraguan mula bersarang dalam jiwa. Gua ada rasa goyang sikit.<p>Gua gembira dekat tempat kerja sekarang. In general, I've never feel better than this. Great place, great people and all. Senang cakap tempat ni takde masalah kepada gua.<p>Yang bermasalahnya adalah gua. Ya, that vernacular writer yang selalu duduk diam dan buat hal sendiri.<p>Gua rasa incompetent. Rasanya gua belum layak nak panggil diri gua Creative. Bila brainstorm gua hanya senyap. Even translation gua pun dah macam deteriorate. Crafting tak usah cakaplah.<p>Satu lagi, well... Don't get it wrong. Gua bukan ungrateful ke apa. Tapi gua mula dapat rasa gua perlukan duit yang lebih. Come on, gua dah lepas mid 20s, financial kena lebih stabil.<p>Jadi awal bulan hari tu gua hadiri satu test untuk kelayakan jadi freelancer satu company subtitling ni. Just for the sake of getting more money sambil mengekalkan day job yang ada. Gua sayang tempat sekarang, takde intention pun nak turn my back against them. <p>And then, a week has passed.<p>Gua dapat emel daripada seorang Creative Director satu agensi ni, bertanyakan sama ada gua minat ke tak nak try tempat dia. Now, sebelum ni ada juga HR daripada agensi lain tanya gua nak try ke tak, gua hanya emelkan CV je. Apparently dia tengah cari English writer,automatically gua tak minat. Anyway, yeah CD tu mesej gua mintak gua emel CV dan portfolio kepada dia. Gua cakap okey I'll email you soon. Macam biasa gua akan ignore 3,4 hari dulu. Entah apasal dia duk push tanya bila nak hantar la apa lagi semua. Pun gua buat tak tau lagi. Agaknya dia pun dah hilang sabar, dia mesej terus cakap suruh call dia untuk setup interview. Gua macam whoa ni dah kenapa camtu sekali.<p>Gua pun tak nak la kena pandang seorang sombong ke apa kan, gua pun emel la malam semalam semua. Haih cepat pulak dia reply. Damn. <p>I dunno man. Seriously kalau dia interested nak panggil gua interview pun gua dah okay dah. At least gua tau nilai gua dalam scene (sesuai ke pakai term scene advertising?Well,advertising industry lagi ok kot) berapa camne kan. Gua pun nak tengok demand gua tu masuk akal ke tak. Now gua tak nak cakap la kemungkinan untuk nail it tu macam mana ke apa. Honestly, priority gua adalah duit buat masa ni. Tapi kadang-kadang gua terfikir jugak recognition pun penting jugak. Shit.<p>Okay ni tak sepatutnya jadi dilema. Gua patut senyum! But please, more money! Also, gua patut berusaha lebih! <p>Haih. Okay gua dah habis berkayuh. Gua nak mandi.
<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneA, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-77828665154378974772012-12-31T00:54:00.002+08:002012-12-31T00:54:57.047+08:002012: A Year in Review<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hari ni hari Sabtu (actually dah Isnin, 3 hari gua amik nak siapkan post ni). Beberapa hari lagi sebelum 2012 melabuhkan tirainya, dan 2013 datang menyapa...cey mukadimah kahkah.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Beberapa hari sebelum 2011 tamat, gua rasa dalam 27 Disember macam tu. Gua <b><span style="color: orange;">dapat panggilan daripada ECD</span></b> tempat kerja gua sekarang. I nailed it. Mereka tawarkan gua kerja dekat situ. Boom. Sebenarnya gua tak expect nak dapat, tapi pada masa yang sama gua terdesak nak duit..maksud gua, kerja sebab dah 3 bulan menganggur. Syukur. 'We want to offer you the job' masa tu gua pekup muka kat bantal pastu jerit puas-puas sebelum sambung perbualan, acah-acah calm and collected. Awesome.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Selain chill dan melawat tempat-tempat yang menarik macam Bee Farm (ah dah pergi dah dulu), Sanctuary gajah (ini awesome dapat naik gajah, redah sungai, naik ox cart dan dapat makan halal food!), naik temple atas bukit sampai putus nafas, dinner sampai semua mabuk rabak and all, kami ada team building kat sana. Gua ingat LDK ke apa ke. Rupanya cooking competition, kat cooking school. Awesome, srs. Merasa gak la main api bagai, masak macam-macam. Group gua dapat nombor dua, buhaha bangga sungguh. Also dapat tengok mereka-mereka yang selama ni berkicap kerja kat pejabat tapi sebenarnya terer masak. Oh syok.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Gua bikin <b><span style="color: orange;">makan tour ke Penang</span></b>. Sebuah perjalanan yang dirancang last minute, bawak duit cukup-cukup dan pakaian seminima mungkin dengan hanya satu tujuan: makan sampai tergolek. Turned out ia antara journey terbaik tahun ni. Gua tak peduli apa pun, gua datang hanya nak makan makan makan pastu balik. Dari nasik kandar Line Clear, ke cendol popular Teochew, melantak kat Padang Brown, melahap kat Zul's Burger (bersaiz epik) sampailah melawat Toy Museum, huuu tersengih memanjang. Gua pun sempat chill dengan co-editor webzine gua masa kat Penang. Awesome. Sebelum berangkat balik KL, kami naik Bukit Bendera yang sebenarnya dah takde apa pun. Cable car sekarang dah canggih macam LRT, berdesup je naik atas.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Sekitar Mei, gua <b><span style="color: orange;">attend KL Metalcamp</span></b>. Gua sebenarnya dah malas nak attend gig, banyak la sebabnya. Satu, One Cafe dah tutup, rasa macam dah tak syok datang gig nak chill kat venue. Dua, sebab gua rasa gua dah tak relevan ah nak tengok gig. Tapi gua turun Metalcamp (siap beli pre-sale ticket!) sebab lagenda crossover DRI dan band death metal kental Hate Eternal mari! Power gila! Hate Eternal punya set punya la berdesing sampai blackout venue kahkah! Sempat jugak la chill dengan kawan-kawan scene dengan mereka yang gua selama ni kenal online saja. Awesome.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Awal Julai, segala rasa risau gua terjawab bila menerima <b><span style="color: orange;">surat pengesahan</span></b> sebagai staf tetap kat agensi ni (juga dengan gaji dinaikkan sedikit, syukur). 6 bulan hidup dalam ketakutan, ye lah mana tahu peristiwa kat NSTP berulang. Gua tak sanggup nak hadapi menda yang sama, seriously.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- <span style="color: orange;"><b>Rockaway</b></span> tahun ni power gila. Dapat jugak gua tengok Max Cavalera depan mata, walaupun sebenarnya gua tak minat pun sangat dari zaman dia kat Sepultura ke Nail Bomb ke Cavalera Conspiracy ke Soulfly ke. Gua sebenarnya ditawarkan untuk interview Unearth sempena konsert ni tapi disebabkan gua takde knowledge langsung pasal band ni (gua siap ingat Unearth tu Earth Crisis, punya la bangang) gua tolak la untuk elak daripada malu sendiri. Stellar concert, cuma gua berbulu dengan harga air dan makan yang melambung tinggi. Amenda Coke sampai RM5? Tahap-tahap beer dah tu.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Barangkali pencapaian/perubahan besar gua pernah dalam hidup gua setakat ni. Gua <b><span style="color: orange;">enrol gym</span></b>. Serius. Berbekalkan rasa tak senang hati melihat kawan sekolah gua meninggal akibat kemalangan, gua terfikir life is short. Jangan sebab salah sendiri (tak jaga makan, jadi gemuk gila dan berpenyakit) gua mati. What a waste. Mati itu pasti, tapi tak jaga diri sama erti dengan menzalimi diri sendiri. So far progres adalah bagus. Gua belajar mendisiplinkan diri, jaga makan, kuatkan willpower and shits. So far dah hilang 12 kilogram dalam tempoh hampir 3 bulan, Gua memang progres lembab tapi asalkan ada perubahan itu dah cukup bagus bagi pesimis seperti gua.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Bila <b><span style="color: orange;">Dark Funeral</span></b> umur mereka nak tour Malaysia, gua tak hairan sangat. Dark Funeral adalah band black metal yang cool tapi bukan dalam liga band yang gua into sangat. Tapi bila tour mereka dibatalkan dan mereka kena rip off gua pun terasa kesian dengan mereka dan baran dengan organizer. Kemudian gua di offer untuk turut serta interview diorang sebelum diorang balik Sweden. Cool beans! So gua dapat spend dekat sejam borak/interview dengan mereka kat Campbell. Nice.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Macam biasa gua memang selalu beli<b><span style="color: orange;"> releases daripada band-band gua minat</span></b>. Tahun ni highlightnya adalah Eluveitie- Helvetios, Nile - At the Gates of Sethu dan Eluveitie - The Early Years, semuanya didatangkan dengan t shirt yeaaahayyy! Juga beberapa releases tempatan dan non metal gua sempat sambar tahun ni.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Entah macam mana gua jadi minat nak <b><span style="color: orange;">cuba memasak</span></b>. Ni semua jadi lepas gua selalu buntu nak makan apa lepas balik kerja dan jugak disebabkan berhati-hati dengan kalori intake gua. Jadi gua mula rajin google recipe la tengok video kat Youtube la tanya sana-sini. Dalam masa terdekat gua nak beli dapur yang lebih mantap.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Dapat <b><span style="color: orange;">attend Kancil Awards</span></b> buat pertama kalinya. Malang sekali gua tak submit apa-apa. Oh. Sedikit kecewa agensi gua gagal pertahankan kedudukan macam tahun lepas. Mmm-hmm.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Hajat untuk <b><span style="color: orange;">memiliki kenderaan sendir</span></b>i masih belum tercapai sungguhpun simpanan dah cukup menjelang pertengahan 2012. Gua risau. Hati gua kata 'jangan, belum masa lagi'. Setakat ni hati/intuisi gua tak pernah salah lagi. Jadi gua ikut kata hati. Yang sebenarnya komitmen bulanan yang merunsingkan gua. Banyak benda nak bayar sana sini bil itu ini. Gua risau gua tak mampu save duit, itu yang membantutkan hajat besar ni. Jadi gua chill aje. Balik lewat dari ofis 3,4 pagi pun selamba naik cab, nasib baik boleh claim. Sama la halnya kalau pergi recording kat studio yang jauh dari jalan utama tu. Redah je ngan cab. Pegi balik keja naik LRT. Setel.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Overall, tahun ini masih macam roller coaster macam sebelum ini, albeit tak berapa chaotic sangat. Banyak benda gua pelajari dan rasanya ada laaa matang sikit. Wise to the game, kata orang putih. Ada hit dan miss, ada yang tak diduga ada yang dah boleh agak. Can't wait too see what's there for me in 2013.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Selamat Tahun Baru. Moga 2013 membawa kita semua ke satu tahap yang lebih baik!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- December is the month I got really sick after 11 months of working non-stop (including countless of staying back in the office) and all. And then December started with a quite dramatic halt. I fell sick after 2 weeks of annual leave. And I learnt the cause is dehydration and food poisoning. I blame nobody but myself, because throughout that 2 weeks of leave I went to gym almost everyday and burned almost 900kcal per visit. Problem is, I didn't replenish the liquid I lost during workout. Fuck me. My bad. Also a week after I recovered, my body began to manifest vertigo symptoms. Shit getting hard man, I thought I'm going down with flu as well. But nope, demam main-main which actually pisses me off further. As of now, I'm still yet recovered.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- On Thursday, the office held a Christmas party. I was kinda stoked since I was hoping there will be live band and free sodas ( I don't drink btw)..also I might get the chance to see my colleagues getting rabak and all drunken as fuck, that would be awesome (Apparently few videos surfaced on my FB the day after, ada video this guy all drunk while holding live crab and dance while flipping the poor crab, crazy ass shit). And I didn't attend the party. Instead I went somewhere else with some of my buddies, watched them getting stoned and then later grab an awesome dinner at nearby mamak...so weird.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- On Friday, while most people getting panicked about Apocalypse, I on the other hand, remembered exactly a year ago I set foot to this very place, attending interview for this job I hold now. Thank god I nailed the interview (actually I didn't expect to ace it because I gave shitty answers such as 'I want to be a shepherd after I retire from advertising' which sent the ECD laughing crazily) and here I am almost a year and still craving for more experience from this place.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- My brother got married yesterday (I'm the eldest). Good for him. I got lost yesterday since he gave me a confusing direction. Shit got so fucked up after 30 minutes of wandering aimlessly around that area, I sat at the side of the road crying, for real. My brother's big day, I'm late and probably gonna miss it. Fortunately a cab passed by and I managed to hail and made to the akad nikah. Mind you, I only had RM4 in my pocket and the fare was exactly RM4! Not sure if this is some kind of divine intervention but I'm grateful. I even made it before the akad nikah lololol! So dramatic. Later Brother told me he was so worried he bugged his best man countless time asking my whereabout. Only when he saw my hair (he told me he only saw my hair, weird shit) he felt relieved and went on the nikah, sekali lafaz. Saw mother but I didn't even want to talk to her (long story, I rather not tell), abah was there and spoke to him for few minutes. Also he loaned me RM50 so I can go home later. Ugh.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">- Christmas is approaching in few days time and then new year. I made few achievements and still tons left unsolved. I'd like to say to 2013 'come at me bro'. This isn't going to be the last entry for this year, I'll try my best to write something to re-cap 2012. Hopefully.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Harap gua ada masa nak review pencapaian 2012 ni tak lama lagi.</span>A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-29593537708308148902012-12-09T13:03:00.000+08:002012-12-09T13:03:07.168+08:005 Sebab Kenapa Lu Mesti Layan KARA<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Okey gua nak siap, jap lagi runner pergi Rock Corner cari album Step. Yeahaaaaaaaaaaaay!</span></div>
A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-55235894504184239632012-10-18T10:22:00.001+08:002012-10-18T10:22:27.176+08:00Out of Place Person (OOPP)Sometimes I wonder, how did I end up in this agency. I don't know. I mean look at me.
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<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneA, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-86525576080507227792012-10-16T23:50:00.000+08:002012-10-16T23:50:13.040+08:00Sinikal Apathi<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There are at times in the middle of the night, I wish I would sleep forever and never see the sun again. Because I feel there is nothing in this life that can offer. So far God haven't grant my wish.</span><br />
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<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneA, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-33028886855921734462012-10-10T19:52:00.001+08:002012-10-10T19:52:49.312+08:00As Rain Pours DownI'm in taxi heading home. Jalan Ampang is badly congested. And my arms are aching beyond description.
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<br>"Go ahead. Cry all you want. Then you'll realize what a complete fool you are. Why would you cry over nonsensical matter like this?"
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<br>My conscience was right. I have feelings too. Much like everybody else. But my feelings are not returned. The feeling is not mutual. Only loser would cry because of this.
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<br>Then I sat on the sofa. In a living room. With complete silence. I was really drowned in my emotions. I lighted a cig I found on dining table. I had no idea whose cig pack was it. One stick. Two. Three.
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<br>"Fuck, gua dah lambat"
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<br>While scratching my butt I head to bathroom. It was the most pleasing morning shower for a long time. I even took the time to iron my shirt. I grinned all the way to workplace. Suddenly, I feel grateful I have a good job and good life.
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<br>Now, I'm writing this while going back home. I feel content. Life isn't over. I just stumbled and got a little bit drama. I got carried away, maybe a little bit.
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<br>I'm pretty much sure this is one of the divine's intervention to make me one notch wiser. I recovered pretty quick. I know I did the right thing not to go berserk over a female, who I don't even know what she does for a living.
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I feel crushed very bad. You know when you try really hard to hide a wound, it will eventually fester and leave you in misery? Yes. Here is something I should have done long time ago. But I chose not to. Whether I was too scared or waited for the right time, it doesn't matter now, for I think all is lost. For whatever strength is left, here it is. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I blame nobody but myself. Perhaps I was too late. Or perhaps I fell for the wrong person.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Dear 'Susan Glenn',</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I learnt it the hard way. Here, I leave you in peace. Thanks for all the time you willing to hear me and spend. I am eternally grateful. Sure I'm left crushed pretty bad, but I will stand up again, all on my own. I'm not going to say I will always love you, because over the time, feelings will change. Sorry for all the trouble caused.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Namárië, dinda.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Unbidden shadows of you formed yesterday</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I ran away to a room here on the bay</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Interrupted life again, another new beginning</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Where the silence echoes</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Here and now</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I feel that I'm embracing freedom</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Even though I may be alone</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">To provide me with a release</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Held me down and tried to cure me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Tried to give me reason</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I feel that I'm embracing freedom</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Even though I may be alone, but that's okay</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Looking out to a different sky will disengage me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Absence is never the answer, I know</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But it serves as my shade</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A calmer ocean or a sun that'll never rise</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And time will bring you to my thoughts</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I feel that I'm embracing freedom</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Even though I may be alone, but that's okay</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And looking out onto a different sky</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It seems so easy</span></div>
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Ini obsesi. Tapi gua selalu pujuk diri kata ini adalah aset untuk masa hadapan. Karang dah rare harga dia melambung, terutama CD Storm yang Fenriz Darkthrone sign. Konon pujuk diri, sebab tu bulan-bulan beli pastu meroyan tengah bulan mana pegi duit guaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jbgahsbasbjanajia! Baik kurangkan sebelum jadi ketagihan membeli-belah (secara maya). Tapi ini bulan Eluveitie - Early Years dah nak sampai :|<br />
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<br />A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-3573558196401304742012-09-17T09:34:00.001+08:002012-09-17T09:34:31.285+08:00What drives you?<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gua kena mengaku, kebanyakan masa gua selalu alami self doubt dan menderita low self esteem. Gua tak ramai kawan, kena pulak gua memang tak bercerita sangat (almost to not telling) kat orang lain. Jadi bila gua rasa down, gua berkurung je dalam bilik, lepas tu termenung berjam-jam. Jalan terakhir yang selalu gua ambil : lupakan dan berlakon macam takde apa-apa. Selalu end up gua jadi cold dan indifferent kat semua orang.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Tapi macam orang lain jugak, ada certain lagu yang kita boleh relate dengan diri dan situasi yang kita alami. Kalau lain orang ada lagu yang boleh uplift semangat mereka yang down, ini adalah lagu motivasi untuk gua; Weather the Storm. Always lift me up whenever I feel unworthy. Terima kasih Insomnium. Always make me feel good and never surrender. Bila gua pasang ni, yang selalu bermain dalam kepala ialah jangan mengalah. Always.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So arm your heart with self-worth</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yet prepare for sorrow and pain</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Don't let the fear eat you from inside</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Wear your weaknesses with pride</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And even if you crush my body</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You can never touch my soul</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">No matter how bleak or how hopeless</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You can never break my conation</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Through demise and disaster</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Rise above ever stronger</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Don't be guided by fear or failure</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's now or never</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Just give it all in</span></div>
A, is for Anomalyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14397755917875103659noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7618647788318502027.post-69582480884371040122012-08-31T22:04:00.001+08:002012-08-31T22:59:33.754+08:00Sebab #YOLO<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ni post pertama gua untuk After the Storm melalui mobile. Jadi tadak edit tadak touch up.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gua tak tau nak cakap dari mana datang kesedaran ni. Barangkali ia muncul disebabkan gua terpaksa memilih satu daripada dua pilihan yang ada. Lu orang pun tau dalam hidup ni kita bukan boleh dapat semua yang kita nak. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Cerita ni pada gua bermula pada awal pagi tadi. Hari ni public holiday, Hari Merdeka. Gua seorang yang DGAF, jadi hari istimewa camni gua tak amik pusing, walaupun malam semalam dah kecoh pasal perhimpunan Janji Demokrasi yang tuntut tukar bendera Malaysia la apa la. Tapi pagi gua dikejutkan dengan berita pemergian bekas rakan sekolah dulu. Memang mengejutkan. Al Awazangi, bila sebut nama dia gua akan ingat dia sebagai individu yang selalu sengih sepanjang gua kenal dia. Semalam, dia meninggal dalam kemalangan jalan raya. Details pasal tragedi tu vague, gua pun tak tahu yang sebenarnya sampai sekarang.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ini menyedarkan gua sesuatu. Yang mati tu pasti semestinya. Dan betapa quarter life crisis semakin dekat. Rakan-rakan berkahwin dan mempunyai versi mini mereka sendiri (baca:bayi), tekanan kerja bertambah, ibu bapa bertambah tua dan ini, rakan-rakan ada yang meninggal dunia.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Al Awazangi, you've gone too soon buddy. Perkara ni bermain-main dalam kepala gua sepanjang hari. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Satu hari kita pasti menyusul juga. Bila-bila. Kemudian gua terfikir. Gua tak nak mati muda. Gua gemuk, tahap obese morbid boleh dikatakan. Gua tak nak mati sebab benda-benda camni. Benda yang sebab salah gua sendiri buat.Gua belum ada penyakit kronik (tak pasti pulak kalau vertigo tu kronik ke) tapi dengan gaya hidup sekarang boleh jadi gua kena, tapi mohon dijauhkan. Lutut kiri gua macam dah mula nak give in. Gua selalu sakit-sakit badan. And let's face it, orang gemuk tak attractive. Orang tend to view fat people as bunch of lazy fatfucks dan lemah otak. Boleh jadi sebab tu jugak gua dah bertahun tadak girlfriend, mungkinlah. Gua jugak yakin sebab gemuk jugak la gua selalu distracted dengan kerja dan demotivated.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gua tak mau mati tanpa mencapai apa-apa. Mati tanpa sempat bantu mak bapak gua (despite gua not on speaking terms dengan mak gua). Mati tanpa tinggalkan impak dalam hidup orang lain. Mati sebelum capai impian gua nak bukak bakery dan belajar main tin whistle. Paling utama, jadi Muslim yang sempurna (as hypocrite as it sounds).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Betul la ajal tu di tangan Tuhan. Tapi takkan la gua nak terus-menerus menzalimi diri sendiri. Sampai bila nak biar makan tak terjaga, merokok dan macam-macam lagi. Takkan nak mati sebab salah sendiri? Macam bunuh diri pulak.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sejak seminggu yang lepas gua start buat semula perkiraan belanja bulanan. Sebab gua dah berhajat nak beli kereta menjelang hujung tahun ni. Dana kereta pun dah boleh kata cukup. Jenis kereta apa nak beli pun dah terbayang-bayang tiap kali berangan. Kemudian, it hit me. Gua rasa nak buat sesuatu dengan keadaan diri gua. Gua tak nak kena penyakit. Gua dah penat jadi gemuk. Gua nak masuk gym. Nasib baik dekat-dekat McCann ada gym, jadi gua berkira-kira nak join sana punya. Kemudian, datang dilema. Kalau gua beli kereta dan masuk gym, belanja bulanan masih dalam lingkungan tapi jadi masalah duit reserve tak cukup.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm torn between these two. Gua dah berangan lama dah nak ada kereta sendiri. Gua malu bila lepak asyik tumpang orang. Asal tempat jauh je gua decline. Gua tak banyak keluar sana-sini sebab takde kereta. Gadis-gadis pun maybe tak interested bila gua ajak keluar, maklum aje mana ada kereta (mungkin). Sekarang dah ada can datang pulak yang ini. Gym, gua rasa its now or never. Takkan bila dah terlewat baru nak start. Gua positif la once dah ada kereta mesti gua jadi lagi malas nak jalan. Serba-serbi malas. Jalan malas. Itu malas ni malas. Cukuplah gua jadi gemuk bertahun-tahun. Umur camni pun tak jumpa jodoh. Mungkin sebab gua gemuk (hodoh juga mungkin ya).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gua amik keputusan untuk check out gym kat ofis gua next week. Dan gua buat kira-kira. Selagi within budget, gua boleh save lagi untuk dana kereta sambil pergi gym. Pergi gym waktu petang atau lepas kerja. 3 minggu sekali. Gua kena kurangkan belanja makan menda merapu. Tak boleh tak.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Petang tadi gua terus pergi KLCC usha harga untuk gym attire n stuff. Tak kira ah harga camne, gua angkat je.Sayang sangat duit bukan boleh bawak masuk kubur. Lepas pusing-pusing sana-sini gua dapat sehelai track bottom Adidas harga boleh buat ikat perut la. Tapi gua butakan je. Now or never gua cakap banyak kali dalam hati. Malang pulak kasut takde yang ngam dengan bajet. Kalau ada pun cam tak feeling pakai. Esok gua akan keluar cari kasut running pulak. Nasib baik ada Pacek, Man ngan Kong yang bagi ideas sambil-sambil gua ronda KLCC.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gua postpone plan nak beli kereta, sebaliknya gua fokus nak turunkan berat badan dulu. Sambil tu boleh save lagi untuk dana kereta. Sabarlah, banyak kali gua pujuk diri. Gua tak nak dibebankan dengan keadaan kesihatan yang lemah. Now or never. Let's say bayaran gym terlalu mahal, gua akan stick dengan pelan B, iaitu cukup la joging kat kawasan Ampang ni. But hey, that will most unlikely. Ini mesti jadi.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Once gua dapat selesaikan semua (gua bajet Oktober dah boleh mula ah), boleh sangat ah prepare gym playlist kahkah. Gua harap gua terus kekal bersemangat. Yes, I know I can.</span><br />
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