A: An Autopsy

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Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Adman by day, music writer by night. Closet metalhead on weekends. You may find me weird, but that's just probably you.

I quit smoking and proud of it

Monday, December 21, 2009

A world to conquer.

Lu pernah bayangkan diri lu 5 tahun akan datang?

Gua...gua ada jugak. Ni yang gua bayangkan.

2010: Junior copywriter
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2012: copy writer
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2015: Senior copywriter?(+ di international adv agency semestinya!)

*Barangkali jadi macam ni 5 tahun akan datang? 10 tahun? Lol*


Agak-agak melangit sangat ke impian macam tu? Tak salah kot. Perjalanan bakal bermula. Jumpa lu orang di puncak! The game, is on.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Kita serang kampung seberang!Tawan penghulu depa, culik perempuan depa, rembat harta depa!




Thyrfing. Band Viking yang sentiasa buat gua rasa tough dan berjanggut tebal.

Wow, apa punya update la lol!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Lu restrict diri lu,ertinya lu ni loser.

Sebenarnya gua memang dah kurang rasa berkobar nak menulis. Selain dari rasa malas, gua juga rasa pengisian dalam ni kurang intelek dan tak mencerminkan latar belakang gua...eh kejap, ni blog bukan jurnal! Anyway, gua baca balik posting gua memang jelak ah. Kejap-kejap bitching pasal emosi la, lonely la, cis apa nak jadi tah. Gua rasa..uhmm kali ni gua nak letak video Nokturnal Mortum ah memandangkan gua tengah gila dengar band NSBM dari Ukraine skang. Ye, diorang NSBM, peduli apa gua. Bukan gua Yahudi pun. Oo sebab Nazi racist la ye? Gua pun pikir gak kadang-kadang, takkan takde orang yang tak bersikap racist walau sedikit. Ahah, a point to ponder eh? Okay okay baik layan Nokturnal Mortum - Tears of Paganism/ Lunar Poetry.



Pada gua, elemen simfonik dan folk yang menonjol dalam band ni ah yang buat gua tertarik. Gua bukan fan pada sound production yang lo-fi, necro dan kering, jadi gua sebenarnya agak kecewa dengan kualiti productionnya ah, tapi musicnya, superb. Yang kelemahan gua nampak adalah, vokal dia reverb banyak betol, sampai tenggelam dan susah nak faham apa dia cakap (again, disebabkan kualiti recording yang necro as fuck), guitar juga agak tenggelam tapi masih boleh dengar apa diorang main dan drum..ahhh drum ni gua suspect either pakai drum machine atau pakai digital drum. Bunyi tak organik. Lain-lain dari tu, suma memang hebat.Gua dengar intro Tears of Paganism aje pun dah meremang (takde la meremang tapi you'll get what I mean,no?). Nokturnal Mortum sekarang berada dalam heavy rotation gua dalam iTunes selain dari Delerium, Sleepthief, Disgorge, Atheist, Dargaard dan Brian Eno. Dan gua jugak bikin Tears of Paganism jadi ringtone gua. Amacam, licin tak? Heh. Lain kali gua letak Reckless Tide pulak haha.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Puisi untuk Byzantium..atau untuk diri sendiri

Gua rasa macam dah lama tak tinggalkan something kan sini. Sibuk dengan kerja, selain tu gua pun dah rasa kurang rajin nak tulis apa-apa. By the way, life's been good. Gua sebenarnya macam into kepada karya-karya Delerium dan Sleepthief lately. Dan lagu ni buat gua terkenang sesuatu lah, selain daripada vokal Joanna Stevens yang superb dan menggoncang perasaan (selain dari lagu ni, boleh jugak dengarkan suara dia dalam album Sleepthief,memang bagus!).

A Poem for Byzantine (Delerium & Joanna Stevens)

unforbidden shadows of you formed yesterday
i ran away to a room here on the bay
interrupted life again, another new beginning
where the silence echoes
you're no longer with me

here and now
i feel that i'm embracing freedom
even though i may be alone
but that's okay

through the darkness
i would walk in the streets
confessions never seemed
to provide me with a release

held me down and tried to cure me
tried to give me reason
but nothing could seperate
this burdened mind from me

here and now
i feel that i'm embracing freedom
even though i may be alone, but that's okay
looking out to a different sky will disengage me
absense is never the answer, i know
but it serves as my shade

i do not seek and not intend to find
a calmer ocean or a sun that'll never rise
my world will never change
and time will bring you to my thoughts
i'll move on and forget you all over again
moving on, i can forgive you all over again

here and now
i feel that i'm embracing freedom
even though i may be alone, but that's okay
and looking out onto a different sky
it seems so easy
absense is never the answer, i know
but it serves as my shade




Entah, barangkali lagu ni diam-diam beri semangat untuk gua jadi kuat. Untuk apa, gua pun tak pasti sangat. Hidup, semakin baik kebelakangan ni.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

STICKY: This, I Don't Lie

I head towards the light


My mind tells me not to look back
I know, this time I'll do it right
So the mistakes I've done
Soon will be forgotten


Years, or months it may take
Or forever it shall be left scarred
Until my time, comes.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Either you soar high in the sky or...fall into the deep ravine

Pilihan di tangan.
Mana satu?
Jadinya, takut nak buat keputusan?
Sebab takut tersilap, menyesal kemudian hari?
Kalau takde risiko, bukanlah hidup namanya kan?
Pilihan, memang memeningkan!



Tuesday, November 10, 2009

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HI.








Amacam update gua? Licin tak? Heh.
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