Dude, bring me to any of BUDCOG shows for my birthday present!Please.

Pure mindfuck.Thanks.

Dreaming the life.

When I came in to office today, I feel darker, and somehow...darker. Oh well, first mission is complete. This Friday, it's THLND! I'm not in the mood to write,actually.

...at one go.

RDG - BKK - PHTN

Total Freedom, in such a short time. 3 destinations, 1 goal. This is, a moment in time.

p/s: tiba-tiba aje playlist gua lately penuh dengan lagu-lagu dari Langsuyr, Hayagriva, As Sahar dan seangkatan. Haha, speaking of reminiscing the old time eh.

An automatic writing

Answer this. How could a lie can save another lie from hurting people. It's like to gun down a people who trying to gun down other people. Lie. Some people are so good at it, it's like they lie, and they never realize they are lying. Maybe we all should lie. Everybody does. Including you.

Requiem: III

Have you been to a point where you don't really care with your life and decided just to go with the flow? Well, have you?

Life does not promise anything, especially when you live among the pretenders.

It's just an excuse to escape. It's cheap.

You want to believe in something, fine. It's your choice, and good for you. But when you begin to force people to believe of they don't, that's a problem.

A murderer, a madman, a legend

It feels like as it was recorded in the mid 90s.



He is back. I think Burzum is still pretty much like in the 90s. Heck, when I first listen to Belus, it feels as if it is Filosofem:part II. Welcome back Varg. Anyway I was expecting more keyboard works, but seems it is almost vanished. Oh well. Belus is still in my regular playlist, especially during thunderstorm, Heh.

Speak Korean or die!

Soalan: Apa video yang walaupun lu orang mute, lu orang still boleh enjoy? Porn video tak kira ya.

Jawapan: So Nyeo Shi Dae. Yeap, Obsession terbaru gua. Severe obsession. Acute obsession. Lol, melampau-lampau.

Requiem: II

I went to pasar for a haircut, and luckily since my shift started in the afternoon, I had plenty of time to get ready. It was a hot morning, and I wanted it to finish quickly, so I walked a fast pace to pasar. The old pakcik is still running the the barber shop. Although I'm not the regular, my brother is. And me and the pakcik had a conversation while he's working on my hair.

"Umur berapa ni?"
"24"
"Belajar lagi?"
"Eheh, kerja sudah."
"Panas ye sekarang. Kau tengok ni, suhu punya la tinggi!"
"Ahh, yeah. Tinggi, heheh. Skang memang panas kan"
"Tu lah..Eh kau dah kawin ke ni?"
"Ha? Kawin? Umm.. Belum."
" Biasalah budak-budak zaman sekarang, mana nak kawin awal-awal. Dekat 30 baru kawin. Zaman aku dulu baya-baya kau dah kawin, dah ada anak semua."

And my mind started to wander. Marriage? Marriage is a hassle. And I believe in individuality. And I have a zero tolerance. Well, almost. So don't expect for me to be in a relationship sooner. It's complicated. And I witnessed how those in relationship cheated each other yet vow how they love each other..err lovingly. Love, is a game where both players cheat. And I, I trust no one.

If you happen to read this,I would like you to know, Gan tú, aon ní. :(